>>7995487I'm further than I was a year ago. I still believe I have further to go. Things are good yet my mental sanity is not holding. Even trough good times, there's overwhelming fear and anxiety that cuts my sleep. A constant background process that has memory leak. I changed everything for the better but the only thing that hasn't updated is that single process. An outdated point of view with new data to use. And through all this, I found at some point something that helped sanitize the process's output just to lose it again and putting me deeper in this constant unset state that's now.
If I can give one advice to anyone reading this :
Don't get personally involved in something you can't walk out of in 30 seconds without ruining yourself either personally or professionally
