I just turned 30, and I've been basically a full-time caretaker for my mom for the past three years. This should be awesome for me, since I can't stand any kind of regular job, so getting room and board in exchange for housework and driving her to doctors' appointments is ideal, right? But I can't fucking stand her sometimes, and I keep having these flights of fancy where I just fuck off and couch surf, or even go punch a cop to go to jail, where I don't have to worry about meals or a bed. It's so fucking lazy and selfish of me, and I keep dragging myself through to the next day, but I just feel so tired of living like this.
>>8071373I felt like that when I was on my anti-depression meds, and I decided that the ability to feel anything, even with depression looming over it, was better than that. Your photography is good, though.
