>>7561018been unemployed since October because the company I was working for went under. The area I live in is very tourism based so the holidays were a terrible time to look for work. Now with COVID-19, finding work is really hard.
My mental health is failing because I need to borrow and scrimp and save to make it. Been doing Postmates but it's like $3/hr.
My ex and I were together like 10 years but she fell out of love with me like two years ago and didn't tell me anything???? It was around the same time I moved from our hometown to some shit small town where the locals drive around with "GO BACK TO LA" stickers and bitch on Facebook about how its our fault for making everything expensive.
So I live here, knowing the locals hate people like me, can't get a job even with a prestigious college degree, went back to my old pizza delivery job and they turned me down and now they're not even hiring any more because they had to shut down due to COVID-19.
And on top of this shit sandwich I'm stuck at home with my parents, drinking and smoking myself to sleep because I'm lonely and can't even meet anyone because being an unemployed mentally ill lesbian in a small town elderly retirement community is impossible. Gag.
