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Life's kinda "meh" I guess. Pushed away everyone who ever cared about me. Mostly my fault. For some reason I used to have this feeling of entitlement and never really showed appreciation for anyone, so they just kinda eventually left. No real friends left I guess. I got pretty much zero connections with people. Nobody really knows me, never allowed anyone in. At a time I was proud of it, nowadays I just feel empty. Got a good job I guess, no gf or anything. My mom tries to connect with me but for some reason whenever she tries to reach me I get annoyed and push her away too but I really am scared to death to not have her one day. I do get laid occasionally, go out and such but I don't have real connections with anyone and it's my own fault. Dropped out of college, should get back to it cuz I'll need it eventually but I just don't get around to doing so. No hobbies, just videogames I guess. I'm just floating, waiting I guess. Not even sure for what.
