>>8080759I finally got the job I have wanted for 7 years, but it got me getting stuck living with my parents again. I fell in love with a girl, but she has chosen to be with another, but constantly wanted me to be with her in secret but now her job will make it difficult or impossible to get to see her again. Another woman who is jealous of that other girl constantly wants to become her to me but also wants to cause all drama in my life when I refuse her advances. I feel like a child and failure even though I have mostly accomplished all that I have wanted, but once I got it I don't want it.