>>7852253Turning 23 very soon myself...
I've wasted 4 years in college so far, and my degree is still nowhere in sight.
Feels like I haven't learned anything usefull at all. I'm now pursuing a degree in the same field as my estranged father. I like it, but I just don't do anything, except locking myself in my room and wasting my time. I have zero discipline and a terrible work ethic. I don't know why but I just can't seem to stop fucking up, even though this is probably my last chance at uni. Failing where my father succeeded deeply hurts my pride, and thinking about the future makes me shiver, since I have no alternatives (yet, I guess...). I know what I have to do, but I don't. I just feel so trapped.
Anyway, happy birthday to you and thanks for reading my blog. I sincerely hope you'll find peace
