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Depression's rearing its head again, finding it hard to enjoy anything I love. I know I'll come around, bit by bit, I always do, but it feels like work is deliberately scheduling me so I never get to see my boyfriend, even though we live together. I'm at work when he's awake and he's at work when I'm home sleeping. We don't even have the same days off. It's not straining our relationship though, I'm happy about that. I just want to be able to spend more time with him. He's the only thing that's consistently kept me happy. All the shiny new toys I waste money on satisfy for a few weeks or months before they become just another thing I have that I don't look at. But not him. Day after day for years on end, and I still feel the same warmth in my heart as I did years ago every time I see him. So I'll get through it, just like the last time, and the hundred times before that. It just might take a little longer this go around.