>>8088918I've been battling depression anxiety all my adult life. I was close to giving up more times than I can count, but I know that I don't actually want to die. So I kept going, trial and error to figure out what was going on in my head and how best to make sense of the world. What do I actually want from life? What can I do to help myself? Its been a lot of work but I can say its really starting to pay off.
I am not sure exactly what to tell you, but you said you've touched something that makes life worth living. Find it, and keep finding it, again and again, through all the failures and missteps. Look after yourself now and tomorrow. You got this
