>>7106389I have a little sister and we are pretty much best friends on top of being siblings. I don't know what I would do without her, no matter what I know she's there. Sure I'm an idiot sometimes even though I don't mean to be, but if I left I don't know what that would do to her. She's the only member of my immediate family that I like, and I don't think she has the slightest idea how much she means to me. She's the only thing that makes me feel like I still have a family.
The hope of a better life though is the main thing keeps me going though. The hope that maybe I can find true love, that maybe I can move somewhere warm and friendly, that maybe I could get that cozy cabin and warm dog, that maybe I can be happy with my life. Maybe it's silly but that's why I'm still here. Escapism helps keep me sane, anime, movies, books, I do it all just to escape this reality until I can start living the life I want to.
>>7106498>>7107774Not to sound like a sappy virgin but christ these posts give me faith in humanity. Sometimes I really wonder if people are actually capable of finding real love, like I really stopped believing it existed. Just hearing that there are people out there who can love their s/o this much makes me feel warm inside. Wish you both the best.