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Posting this, because it reminds me of a simpler time, when I was 7 years old and went to watch the film in the really old but large cinema in my town.
Back when my dreams didn't feel like hopes that my life will get better, that I will find motivation to do something with myself.
Now everything I do feels like it's extremely forced. Relationships with other people, college, job. I don't even know what I want anymore- the best way to describe the feeling is as if I'm walking through empty nature, gawking at a beautiful, eternal sunset that will only disappear once I do. I just hope I can be happy with myself once before I die.