Quoted By:
I'm having a small surgery in February that I think will be the answer to many problems I've been having.
Until then I just feel like I'm stuck in purgatory. I'm not working, and don't see the point until after February when I will hopefully be freed of a huge burden.
This has got me going crazy. The wait seems like an eternity. I've been drinking for a week straight and abusing myself.
I'm so desperate to move on with life but I must be tortured a while longer. Hopefully my real life can begin, in 2021......