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>few months back, start talking to someone from the other side of the world
>we hit it off really well and end up developing romantic intentions
>they have a pretty shitty life which has taken it's fair share of misfortunes
>I end up becoming the best thing that ever happened to them, in their words
>soon afterwards, they run afoul of the law and end up incarcerated in a clinic due to the trouble involving drugs
>only able to talk once a week now, at best
>once they get out, they'll have literally nowhere to go since their family has cut off all contact now
>by this point I've become rather disillusioned with them and I don't think they would have been right for me since they seem to be kinda [spoiler:lit]toxic[/spoiler:lit]
>then two weeks ago I end up talking to this girl IRL who I've noticed keeps looking at me in my city college class
>we seem to get along rather well so far, so now I'm going to ask her out in a few weeks
>problem is, I haven't had the heart to tell the first person my real feelings yet, since I'm sure they'd suicide if I cut off contact with them and I don't want to be the cause of someone's death