>>6701460> I feel I'm getting too disconected, > I feel she gets even flirty, of all the nice things she says, and how cute she is (she really is), but sometimes I feel she friendzoning me so bad.I can sort of relate. I haven't 'loved' very many people, but this was someone that meant the world to me. It's probably a stupid mentality to have, but we don't have that much time left, and life's too short to be living with that pesky question, "what if?"
So I asked this friend if she wanted to be in a long distance relationship. She said "no," but that's fine. I'm still good friends with her.
You clearly love this woman, so if you want to not go crazy about whether or not she likes you: try asking her. The worst she can say is "no," and even then, it's not the end of the world.
Trust me, everything will be alright, anon. = )