Quoted By:
Right now I feel lost. Since coming out of high school my parents (dad mostly) has been making most of my decisions for me because "I don't know what I want to do with my life." Partly, that's true, but I have expressed that I like things that don't agree with his view of a respectable job. I went to a university for an engineering degree and ended up being disqualified for being a dumb fuck. Then I moved to a university closer to home and tried another one of his routes and I wasn't able to finish it for reasons too boring to explain. Ended up graduating with a degree equivalent to english. I just feel that I'm not being listened to. I'm grateful that he's helping me but it's suffocating when it's stuff I don't want to do. Right now, I'm living in Mexico trying out what he does but all I can think about is that this is not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I just want to be able to turn off familial expectations and row my own boat, even if it's made out of paper. I just feel like a puppet right now and I want to cut the strings.
