>>7927778My sincerest condolences anon. I lost my father in 2018 rather suddenly, although his lifestyle of substance abuse never really seemed destined for true longevity, but I thought he would make it past 65. You're there for him and hopefully that's enough. That's all anyone can really ask for. When my dad went man, it was like for the first time in my life I thought of "love" as a quantity. All the good, lol though often dysfunctional, memories growing up - the force that ignites life itself - love. His love made you and you are there for him. There's something beautiful about that. I wish you strength, and the mental clarity to get through this. Losing my father suddenly fucking broke a part of me, I hope that doesn't happen to you.