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still working my cushy yet stifling/deadend job. just ran out of weed again and realizing i'm out of practice at controlling my frustration without it. virus isolation feels no different from life a couple months ago, no gf, no friends in town. i'm already so fucking bored with existence. i'd like to neck myself just to save myself the little troubles of life, i have no interest in doing anything at all. but id make too many people sad in my family and old friend group. that doesnt make me feel like i have anything to lose though, i just dont want to hurt them.
