>>5947726I can sympathize with that anon. We all make bad decisions but we can come back from them and grow as people. Whatever it is that you did I'm sure you can come back from and stop blaming yourself. We all make mistakes, but you've clearly learned from yours.
>>5947775>>5947782Another anon responded to you quite nicely. You don't have to stop being who you are and from the context of what you're saying I can tell you're still young. Time isn't working against you. Be who you're meant to be and something will follow through. You don't need to be the alpha tool in order to find yourself a date. All you need to do is just keep putting yourself out there. Also make yourself happy first and love yourself. It's difficult for anyone to want to be in a relationship with you when you're in a depressed state. Be comfortable being single and being you and the rest will come.
>>5948068>>5948072This is the duality of life anon. You sound like you're a source of strength and inspiration to those around you though. We all need help sometimes, and maybe someday you should vent those feelings to the people around you who ask for it.
>>5948136>>5948139>>5948158You said it well.
>>5948694Glad to have you here and hopefully you can share with us.