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A month ago, I was planning on ending my own life because I couldn't fit in with the people at the university I'm attending.
On May 5th, 2015, I was going to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge over the fact that I was a loner and I couldn't get a girl to like me. In my mind it was a perfect, almost heavenly experience to allow myself to slip into that mentality that suicide was a romantic and beautiful action; that I would be free from all the shit in life that makes me want to stop existing. I prayed to God for freedom through the release of death, now I pray to God for freedom for the life ahead.
I still think about suicide, but not about committing it myself.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I wonder about the people who decide to let go of this world through death, especially the people who come on 4chan and post threads about wanting to kill themselves.
