>>7852253I'm 20 and feel the same way, everyone around me is moving forwards and so, while I'm stuck.
Maybe give some smashing pumpkins songs a listen, some perfectly encapsulate this feeling:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aeETEoNfOghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKYY8DxVZHEhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYSbztCCTlA