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I don't even know what is going on anymore. I've been growing more and more asocial and I don't wish to do anything but sleep. The only thing I want is long gone. I'm losing what little control I had over my addictions. I keep pretending that everything is fine because who gives a shit. I really don't see a way out. Everything I did, all the shit I had to go through wasted away. I was so close... so many wasted opportunities to learn, grow, and interact with great people. Maybe the seemingly infinite number of regrets I have is finally too big to ignore. And how much of me will be left after changing, correcting this behaviour? And it's too late anyway.
