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My dad died recently. My relationship with my dad was complicated, he was bipolar, and i never got to talk things out. My brother is depressed and my mom is overworked and tired all the time. I'm studying far enough away that i can only go see them a couple of times a year which makes me feel helpless. all this has made me depressed and i'm not sure i enjoy what i'm studying even though i'm nearing the end of my study. most days i spend my time trying t mentally escape from my life in any way possible. Games, movies, anime, reading, the occasional blunt (it's legal here) anything to distance myself from my own life. there's some other smaller issues as well but not getting into that now.
