>>8028728>can't even let anyone know what you're going throughSame thing. People don't know just how much I've been hurt by love. I keep it on the inside, because the people who are supposed to be closest to me would use anything they can (especially this) to hurt me even more. I wouldn't be able to withstand it. I'm already barely holding together. If my family found out, they wouldn't hesitate to deal the finishing blow to my psyche. I don't need any more intrusive thoughts in addition to the ones I already have.