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I'm having extreme family problems, and because of them I can't focus... sleep, or even play games very well. Sometimes I just realized I've been staring into space for minutes at a time. I don't even know where to begin... My brother is 30+, moved back in with my parents and I approx 2 years ago, I tried to be supportive... but his influence was just toxic, making me paranoid and I couldn't control my mental illnesses I inhereted, I pushed away all of my friends in real life and online because of my inability to control my bi-polar-ness, it's been about 18 months since then... and I really miss having people to talk to, can't trust my family, can't trust myself... don't know what to do other than fuck around playing casual games and listening to cheap music
I feel like I can't get away, I sacrificed two years of my life to support my mother and my brother, and there has been no change, for the better anyway...
