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I just want to feel normal again.
It's Been so long I've almost forgot how it is to feel normal.
I would look forward to a new day just to see what it brought me. Now-a-days I know what's in store for me that next day and I have no emotion to it.
I used to look forward to Autumn and Winter.
That meant warm apple cider, getting to wear my jacket that was in the back of my closet for months, cuddling up with someone up at night watching a movie and falling asleep together.
I've driven away most of my friends, the ones I haven't driven away of hardly talk to me anymore.
Have I let myself go that much?