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I lost the love of my life a few months ago. She left me because of some mental health things im going through. We had only been together for about 7 months but I knew i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. Now that shes gone things have only gotten worse... Im drinking to the point of blacking out on a daily basis and on the verge of losing my job that Ive had for more than 5 years and Im really good at. When i was with her, I felt like things were gonna be okay for me, like I had finnaly found a reason to live, to keep going. But now, everything just feels pointless. It feels like my wife has died and I dont what to do. I know the logical thing to do is move on, but I dont think I will ever be able to. I really liked her. Not only that I loved her more than anyone I ever have before. Hell, I asked to marry me after we had been together only a couple months. She said no at the time but said that if things stayed the same that she would after some more time had passed. Idk what even happened honestly, she just kinda started to change on me and one day said she hadnt been happy for some time and said we were done. Whats worse is I work with her and see her only a daily basis. Its like being haunted by a ghost... Everyday is harder than the last and I really feel like things arent going to get better. Even if I find someone else and make a life with her, this girl will always be on my mind, always there in my memories, always making me regret that I didnt do different or right.
