>>7935298I really fucked up guys. I was in a great relationship with a very loving and beautiful partner. My mental illness once again sabotaged something very good for me. I know I'll eventually meet someone else, but I don't think I'll ever meet someone quite like her. I miss what we had and I would give almost anything to give it back. I should have gone to therapy sooner and took my mental health more seriously. Take this as a warning to anyone headed down a similar path: Your loved ones care about you. Don't let you be your own worst enemy.
I wish I could hold her one more time. Make love to her one more time. Kiss her one more time.
I don't mean to sound like a simp. I know life goes on, but right now I just feel like a damn fool.
