>>7850990He'll always be with you, anon, although maybe not in the way that you want him to.
As long as you remember him with fondness, regardless of how much or little good moments you two spent, he will be.
It isn't easy losing someone you care about, and it never will be as long as the bond was genuine, but don't be afraid to feel and open your heart to people.
It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
