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by all measurements I am a success. I have a great and well paying job that I love, I was offered a contract professor job teaching some postgraduate stuff that would start next year. I married a beautiful woman who I enjoy spending time with and love how she thinks. I have a great circle of friends I trust and have a blast with, my apartment is fantastic, I play lots of rec league sports where I do well (volleyball, hockey etc). I'm still a few years away from 30, and this is with living in one of the most expensive cities in the world.
and yet, here I am posting on wg at 2am on a monday night. I worry about my integrity, my heart and my soul. I struggle with pornography addiction and feel so distant from God at times. It's like I have a mental block in my heart, keeping me from being the man I aspire to be and I know it's my own carelessness, apathy, and mistakes.
the path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell, right to the top.
