>>7095088I'm so upset. I've recently learned that my dad tried to kill my two brothers before I was born.
I don't understand why he wanted to have another kid when he was going to just leave me when he got tired of me. I didn't want to go over for Christmas yet I went over anyways like a fool. I thought it would be the right thing to do since we're family and shit. I just wasted my time, he didn't even want to be in the same room as me. I know kids are supposed to love their parents but its so difficult when it seems like they did everything they can to try and ruin my life. I've worked so hard to get to where I am now but I get so angry when they call me and try to play family. I just want them out of my life. Now I'm probably going to watch some anime and think about some shit.