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Hey man, I feel that. It's rough. Just a couple years ago I left my ex girlfriend and wished upon every star I hadn't, but she was abusive as fuck and just tried to make me jealous when I broke up with her, whereas I just got fucked up on drugs and got mixed up with the wrong people. She ended up blocked me cause I had had enough of her constantly pulling the same threats and I told her that the things she said made me feel awful and that she should really just not talk to me if that's the way she was gonna be (I guess that was too much for her). That really messed me up for a few months; a lot of people did some really fucked up shit to me cause I was so depressed I just didn't care. In hindsight, it was a good idea on her part to end our communication because we would never get over each other that way.
But that's all in the past now, I'm doing much better a year later, and I've never resented my ex for being the way she was. I wish I could have done something to help guide her to be the best version of herself she could be, but I know from my position that was impossible, and things are better off this way.
It sounds lame, but seriously one day you'll wake up and realize that things don't feel so painful inside anymore, and you'll start to breathe a little better. I think we as humans have a difficulty seeing beyond our limited present perspective ("I feel like this now, how can I ever feel differently later?") but just take the time and recollect yourself. And really, it's not so bad being single. Managing and looking for relationships can be stressful and it's good to take the time and build yourself :)
But Kings, forreal try to stop associating every woman with the behavior you've seen in the limited pool you've interacted with. And cut it out on the "men are binary" like damn dude. I've known many men that wanted to break up with their gals months in advance and just put it off and did it all of a sudden. People are diverse
