>>6780298I'm glad someone does.
>>6780387Well, I hope I won't give the /adv/ feel, anyway.
I'm not the most special for having this break up or whatever, but I can't stop feeling like "the worst".
2 year relationship, a reserved girl who weren't on the start. I accidentally peeked her phone and found some pics we usually used to share. I didn't really mind since I know she's very insecure to share them, and I know it sounds like a cuck, but whatever. Then I managed it wrong, since I should had go "Hey, sorry, I peeked" but instead I just said "hey, did you take some pics lately"? And she said "No".
That's what made me mind it. The previous day we talked about openning the relationship and stuff, so I was wondering what in the damn hell was so important to lie me about a few pics.
We had a big argument, since it went "so-you're-just-not-trusting-me" and I couldn't fix it. So we finish up like "we overcome this situation" but in the inside I had the knowing of her lie. I waited a month with everything inside and I could feel like everything I feel for her, or almost everything was breaking slowly.
After a month, I saw her, asked her, and she said she lied because we usually had that kind of "argument" about pics so she didn't want another one. I choose to believe this since it sounds logical, but whatever. But nothing is the same, something broke inside me.
2 years and a little, long distant (200km). She's in college, she proved her love, I mean, I know love shouldn't be proved but she did anyway, and she insists on that she loves me, but is that kind of love when you just can't be stopping being something special to her. So, college + independient girl + 200km idk, maybe I should had see it coming.
Now we're, friends, she says "I want this to keep being special" and I told her "It will do if you make it that way, but I'm not moving untill you start moving again"
