>>7116924I'm kinda worried that maintaining all of that stuff will take too much time from actually living my life, if it does happen or somehow I lose all the data I'll just throw it all away and change my lifestyle to living in the moment and for other people. Who knows, maybe I'll even do it because I feel like it's right at some point in my life. Also, one of these things is a bucket list where I list all my life's achievements (doesn't matter if small or big - what matters is if I'm proud of them and if remembering them will bring a smile to my face) and it feels really good- maybe I'll just leave that and throw the other stuff away.
Someone might say it's so stupid to write all that stuff down, it doesn't matter etc. But I think it's all about perspective. I find that it makes me feel good so I'll keep doing it. Maybe when I die of old age (hopefully lol) I'll make my grandchildren discover it and let them explore and and see what was going through my mind to do such things. I'd certainly find it very interesting having a grandpa that left something so weird, interesting and probably very cryptic at moments. Maybe it's because I didn't get to hear many stories from my grandparents or my mom and I'd love to.
Wow that felt really good to write it all down. If you managed to read it all take this song for good vibes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8r5vjA_NrK4Also thank all of you anons for your thoughts about life, gave me a lot of motivation and things to think about. I really love this thread. Good luck in finding your purpose of life and sticking with it. You're not alone <3
