>>7076031im having family/relationship/school issues. I am losing my will to wanna really do anything productive. I feel like i forgot how to study. im gonna fail another class this semester. my parents neglect me bc theyre always dealing with my asshole brother. i am too poor to move out. im 20 and i drive 50 miles on the interestate to school adn 50 back home everyday. i dated a girl that i was the only one who seemed to like her. i fell in love with her. my parents essentially bullied me to break up with her. i broke up with her bc i couldnt take it. now a few months later shes my only friend i have but its not the same bc we arent dating. im trying to find a new gf or something but we are still attached to each other. she has a few mental issues and ive helped her through so many episodes where she will jsut self harm and feel worthless i cant count anymore. its taking a toll on me and i cant really talk to her about my issues without 'triggering' these kind of emotions in her. i feel like a fucking failure and i just dont want to be here anymore
