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Boredom, mostly.
Started 2nd year of public college, but so far it barely feels like anything has changed form high school. I live in a closed off cul-de-sac and the only time i ever get to leave is for wednesdays (when i have class) and sundays for church. I mostly lack any motivation to do anything, have no specific life goals, and just feel indifferent towards everything. I've been drinking shittons of coffee and I have an inconsistent sleep schedule, I eat crap tons of junk food, I do a good bit of exercise (like 30 minutes in morning and night, nothing too complex) and i mostly just walk around in circles in my neighborhood for entertainment.
I rely a lot on one friend group on the internet ive been with for about 4 years for attention, and I worry that nothing else scratches the itch like they do. I've been branching out to internet forums recently, but its just not the same.
I mostly write everything down in my journal on an inconsistent basis.
ive been watching lots of anime and tv to feel the void. It brings me a good bit of joy.
thoughts?
