>>7850990I've never really had time to spend with my father, not that he died, but simply left.
Sometimes life can so unfair that you can't even think of sentences to describe it, although the thoughts and sadness of not being able to ever relive those moments hurts, you must keep going with what you have.
Think of the best you've had, cheerish them and archive as much that gives you joy of him as you can, sorry for your loss.