>>7800158> I haven't really gotten any memorable experiences and no creative hobbies appeal to meJust do something, doesn't matter if it doesn't appeal to you at first, it will grow on you. Making memorable experiences is a choice. I think it's all about freedom to do things. If you had the ability to do literally anything, you would definitely do some crazy shit. Think of that crazy shit and find a way to do it.
> I'm short and have poor social skills and I know that I'm seen as weak and boring.Maybe the reason you have poor social skills is that you assume you can read people's minds. Also being boring to other people doesn't mean shit if you think your life is cool. As for being weak literally just lift and become buff as shit, take steroids if necessary. If you are unsatisfied with your current life, then better a possibly shorter life lived in a meaningful way than a long one spent in your current state.
> my life is extremely unfulfilling and I feel like I have no means of fixing that.There's always a way. You don't think there is a way because all the ways of doing the things you want to do seem hard, and they seem hard because they involve lots of change. Change is difficult, but if there is truly nothing to lose, then by all means necessary craft the life you want to live instead of sitting on the sidelines in fear. Are you afraid of losing your fake uni credentials which only serve the purpose of making you a wagie? Afraid of leaving your "home" that gives you no meaning? Afraid of leaving the people in your life who you say see you as "weak and boring"? Afraid of leaving your family who's members apparently don't give you meaning either? Why are you afraid of leaving all these things? Nothing in your life is worth living for, so find something else and live for that instead, don't look back on all the things that drag you down.
