>>7582026Tired of working minimum wage 8 hours a day 5 days a week. Too tired to work on my 'career'. Dont work on my career when im not tired. Dont save up money to do anything else with my life. Spending the stimulus money on $900 surgery for my cat so broke again. Cant/dont want to maintain friendships due to AvPD. Lonely anyway.
What's on my mind is how long i'll last like this. I used to tell myself that as long as I have my cats to take care of, i'll keep going to take care of them but will I still feel that way in 10 years? 5 years? Next year?