>>7291619I'm sorry to hear that. I've been in constant roller coaster of sickness since I was child, lymphoma, vasculitis, and even now I don't know if I'll get sick for the sixth time again. Maybe I\'ll be dead before soon but sadly I still have hope. Having five near-death experiences, feeling air escape from your lungs, freezing like ice, almost going on a coma, yet I still have hope. You can do it OP. It's just life man. You gotta make do with what card you're dealt with