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I feel like the way I exist is incorrect on a very basic level. I am the only person who I feel is real and think that not even my body is real. I think I am closer to some sort of electrical current that thinks its alive rather than a human. Th only other being that may exist is whatever put me in this machine but there may not be anything greater or responsible for this. I am able to stay away from these thoughts long enough to live but they always come back. If I am to accept that life exists on the level that everyone around thinks it does then I dont enjoy that either. Everything is just a little shitty even though I know a lot of people living similar lives are happy. I would blame most of this on my isolation but I'm really not. I have family and friends but I tend to analyze them to the point that I don't even enjoy memories of them.
