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I feel lost. I can't recall a time where I was happy. Sure there were times where I enjoyed myself, but I wouldn't consider myself happy. In fact I can't recall having ever loved anything. It has always just been whatever I dislike the least or things that I considered neat. I'm not doing anything of value right now under the guise of taking a break of things while in reality I'm just floating around not even bumping into things. Trying to stay afloat is just so tiresome.