I want to be done with this portion of my life. I feel like there is nothing right now that I would miss if I just fast forwarded 2 years. I'm alone, my only chance of not being alone is by moving to a place that is $5k more a year. Even then, I feel like I will be alone. I'll have moved, wasted all that money, only. to still... be...
alone.
>>7483685What kept you from leaving the neet life in the past?
>>7483788What has got her on your mind? Hoping to date her or a breakup?
>>7484155What are you hoping to offer the world? Maybe try writing down 5 thing you want to bring to the world and for each of those you can brainstorm long term and short term goals.
I just read The Stranger this weekend and I had a similar positive existential crisis feeling. It was somewhat relieving to think that the world owes you nothing, there is no reason to your existence but, you can do with that what you will. Someday you may die but, you get to chose what you do and how you feel between then and now.
>>7484299>the love i had for my ex 6 years ago is fading faster than it ever has the closer i get to this new girl.Thank you anon. I needed this. I had a rough breakup almost 2 years ago and still think about her most days. I'm literally isolated and feel it when I come home from work and none of my friends are online to talk. It feels like I will never get over her even though I know I could never marry her.
>>7484314What particular ideologies? You may have found a great woman if she makes you feel that way. I have only met a few women that give me hope in finding someone to share my life with.
>>7485739Different anon but, I need to do this.
>>7486780this.
