>>7555554damn, that reminds me of the ex before my most recent, who within a week of getting together with me was already looking for someone else very unambiguously. turns out the guy she went for after me linked his bank account with hers and he lost some US$6k as a result. [spoiler:lit]thankfully i was (and less so still am) in the red, so even if she wanted to take money from me i had none to give.[/spoiler:lit]
my most recent breakup really fucked with my friend circles because of the fact he was so involved in them. some of the people i used to talk with a shitload before new year's i now don't even see around anymore. i've lost my social life too now that i've been forced to drop out of college (ran out of money to go, lost scholarship).
to be frank, tinder is an awful fucking app and that people find anyone of substance on that platform bewilders me to no end. i don't think i've ever met anyone on tinder who could pass a turing test.
> my artI'm genuinely curious now, would you be willing to share some of your art? it might make for a nice pape or few :)
becoming trans /would/ make you a girl though. that others might not see you as one is a them problem, not a you problem. if you feel that may be a route you wish to pursue, don't be afraid to talk with someone about pursuing it. i've had my gender questioning phase and i feel all the more confident now about the identity i hold.
i can understand the mood swings and relying on therapy to keep afloat, really even something as small as getting up off my futon to sit down at my computer has lately become a chore.
i really hope you can make it through, anon. you seem like a good person at heart and i hope that you see better days. keep your chin high and never let anyone tell you that life isn't worth living.
