>>7768042I'm sorry anon. My mom got cancer as well. I hope you will be fine.
>>7768146Fortuna favet fortibus, anon. Godspeed.
I feel in a rut, getting a master in Tourism Business during a pandemic. There are no jobs and those few offers that reach me are eitherr scams or they don't pay even half of a living wage.
And yet I still have a roof upon my head and a loving family. Thank God or whatever other force is out there.
Recently a former classmate died. Freak accident, trains were involved. He used to be an entrepeneur, owned two clubs, got up by the straps of his own boots.
That got me thinking.
Why him?
Why him and not me?
He had a functioning life.
I will not be missed.
And yet here I am.
I don't know if you will ever read this fucking wall of text, anon. But I know that even if life has no meaning, we can carve meaning out of fucking nothing. Look at memes and this very place.
I suppose the heart that goes looking for itself will end up successful.
Wishing you all the best.
