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I've got a lot of optimism and hope right now. On Monday I'm starting a full time course at my local college. It'll all be people around my age so I hope to make some friends and finally get a new gf. This year has been one of the worst years of my life, mainly due to the fallout of my last relationship that ended around this time last year. I'm schizophrenic and I've been suffering from frequent suicidal depression and recurring psychosis since last September. It's only in the last few months that things have changed. I've got back on antidepressants and that's helped significantly. I have a drinking problem but I'm working hard at quitting. I'm getting counselling for it and I'm currently 11 days dry.
I'm hoping that this is the time now when things turn around and I can enjoy some good life again. If it all goes to shit then I'll probably go completely crazy and it'll be Christmas in the loony bin. But here we go.
Remember frens, it's not too late to change your hikikomori ways
