>>6947265>>6947270>>6947369>>6947383Just wanted to tell you that I read your posts and I think I understand how you feel.
I'm in a pretty good place in my life right now, although the future is uncertain. I have a carefree attitude always, never really worrying or getting depressed even though my life isn't really going anywhere. I have a girlfriend I love (although she suffers from depression) and I completed school (but I haven't done any work in my own field) and sometimes I do part-time work. I spend my days writing and watching movies and anime and hanging around gf, trying to make her feel better. I feel content with this, but sometimes the realization that this can't go on forever weighs me down a bit.