>>7345179>go meet someonePeople always say this, but never say how.
Just admit it dude, most people are luckier than others, and this website is where we all congregate.
>>inb4 muh autistic lifestyle i cont tulk to opposite sexI can't even talk to anyone, let alone girls. Not that I'm autistic, I just can't connect to people enough to make or keep friends. I can get through day-to-day, perform well at my job, etc. I just don't know how to make friends.
The only "friends" I ever made were the kids who had to sit next to me in school. And even they didn't like me enough to invite me to hang out with them. So I guess I didn't make friends at all.
Thinking about it, I don't even know what it means to have friends. I always imagined it would be like in the movies, having someone that would take a bullet for you, someone who'd give a grand speech at your wedding, someone who'd weep uncontrollably when you pass away, that kind of thing. I don't know if I've had that kind of impact on anyone's life.
I don't know if I'm talking out my ass, it just seems like most people have someone like this in their lives, whereas I'm piddling it away, saving up for a future that I'll never take advantage of.
I'm sure you had nothing but good intentions, but I think you don't know how people like me feel. It's ok though, we don't really speak out that often and when we do, what we're saying sounds so improbable that people blow it off.