>>6431744thank you dude, i think im making progress, but seeing here every morning doesn't help, i just keep trying to figure out what went wrong but i guess ill never know, lately whenever i start to think about here i force my head thinking "just forget here" but is hard.
i also cant believe how she can change feeling so suddenly and don't care anymore.
like other anon said would had been nice to know what happened so i can move on.
i just want to have a regular relationship for once but i believe know i was not made for having normal relationships, i am the kind of a samurai or cowboy, no love for me, just myself.