>>7224176What's your situation with your girlfriend anon? Mine's 3000km away and I can relate. Share if you like. I can also relate to you feeling like you'll just fade away one day. Whatever you do. No matter how good you get and no matter how much good you try to do. You'll just eventually fade from memory. My advice to you in regards to that is to try and build a strong big family. I've never felt like I belonged in mine. So I promised to myself that I won't let a kid grow up fatherless. I won't let my children just have their mother and me to count on, but they'll have themselves and each other. Something I never had growing up. This is just my take on it, feel free to share what you think.