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I'm a night person, I happily sit in the dark and I can happily look at the street lamp outside of my window and feel contempt. I want to go places and do things however I always stay within my comfort zone. I have dreams of travelling somewhere specific, however right now all I do is sit and watch what I want to do, rather than try to get myself to a point where I can do it myself.
Until recently I haven't known what to do, after finishing only 3 out of 4 years at college, I've only recently decided looking into online universities, which I hope I have the motivation to do, because I'd like to just get my degree out of the way so I can get out of my current situation. I know I do not need a degree, but it's one of the steps I need to travel and try different cultures, particularly Japan at first I've decided. I want to go and teach over there and indulge myself on how different life can be, because where I am now I just don't like one bit. I'll add I don't have any weeaboo fantasies, it's simply the huge change I want to experience, and I like the idea of Japan the most.
For once I'm going to try and step up and try to get to my end-goal of living elsewhere. I guess if I were to do another wallpaper, it'd just be climbing over that railing and going down the hill instead of what I'd usually do; turn around and go back home. From bullying, to dropping out of school because of it, I've slowly built myself back up, so I hope I can stick to this new plan.
Good luck everyone!
