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>snow is coming down hard I am trying to get back to dorm
>see QT.314159 holding hands with a guy quickly walking back to my building
>shes holding her book over her head to block snow as he playfully pulls her in the door
>I walk into my building just in time to see them go into his room
>I just walk back to my room
>semester ends with 3.6 GPA, still not too bad
Sophomore year
>Start semester after working all summer restocking S&shop
>Interaction with other humans was minimal, only to Spanish guy who I work with in the back
>First semester starts going by quickly, I spend all my time pretending I have a lot of work, and really just use the computer
>See QT.314159 a few times, all with the same guy from before
>Make friends with a international student who is on his last year here
>we hang out and he is lonley like me, but I still never tell him about QT.314159 or how I am lonley
>Finish semester with 3.2
>Next semester goes about the same
>I have trouble focusing for more than a few hours
>I try to workout, but I never feel like I get in shape
>Not fat, but not great looking, plus I am short, 5'6
>My one friend leaves back to his country, I don't even have his phone number or anything
>can't even spell his last name to look him up, always called him by his nickname "Chen"
>I finish with a 2.5GPA, not my best semester, but my other GPA's hold it up
Junior Year
>Same old same old
>Spend most time in my room browsing internet and watching youtube
>reminisce on high school times where I had a couple odd ball friends and nothing crazy
>Start to think college is just awful and wish I was in high school again
>Depression is really kicking in now
>still seeing QT.314159 once in a while,but still I never wave
>QT.314159 often pretends to not see me, after all, she only knew me from orientation
>I sometimes see QT.314159 leave campus in her car, but that is it
>she has really let herself go, but still very attractive to me